The day my baby died – October 15, 2018

Our little Bean is gone. Killian died, fighting like hell, at 11:45 this morning. Dean and I were with him through the fight, and were able to hold him for his last few minutes. It all happened very quickly. We’ve been with him today, and just said our goodbyes. Thank you to every single person … Continue reading The day my baby died – October 15, 2018

Celebrating a short life – October 29, 2018

Saturday was Killian’s celebration of life. The turnout was overwhelming, to say the least. The sheer amount of people who showed up to show support and to celebrate our little Bean was unbelievable. On top of that, I received so many kind messages from people who couldn’t make it, but were keeping us in their … Continue reading Celebrating a short life – October 29, 2018

October 16, 2018

Hi all. First off, thank you. Thank you to every single person who has taken the time to send us messages, to comment, to just follow Killian’s life. We appreciate it more than we can ever say. I’ll read and respond to every message I’ve seen coming through, I just haven’t had the mental energy … Continue reading October 16, 2018

October 14, 2018

Well, like I said before. This is a roller coaster. Killian took quite a turn early this am. He’s been in a fairly critical state since about 530 am. He was doing very well, until he wasn’t. He’s had to be put back on the ventilator as his breathing wasn’t doing well. His temperature and … Continue reading October 14, 2018

September 28, 2018 “Bravery Beads”

Happy Friday everyone. No big updates, which again is a good thing! Dean and the boys made the drive down again, so we’ve been juggling hospital, baby, boys time today. The main thing we’ve been working on with Killian is bottle feeding. Never did I think that bottle feeding could be so complicated. We have … Continue reading September 28, 2018 “Bravery Beads”